sumthings that u love

the 10 things that you love/want/need:
1) Family
2) Friends
3) food
4) being in love
5) shopping
6) money
7) luxury
8) gr8 body
9) vacations
10) being on top of the world...

Everyone wants that may on be in the same order but some time in their lives everyone wants it all....
for me family tops the list ..
1) Family: Family are the ppl that you dun choose u just get them.... n i love my family to death... n i have been away frm them for a while now n i can say i have got much close to them... as they say distance makes relations grow fonder ... n its not wrong :) they have been there for me no matter what and taken me as i am and understood me even when i did not understand myself .... :) love u maa n pa...
2) Friends: gosh how can some one live without mates in their lives :) well one needs to understand that all mates dun have the same place in one's heart... but that does not mean that rest of friends rnt important in ones life... every mate has a special place  and they r loved to the core at least it is like that for my mates ... i dun have many friends but there r a few handful who i know will be there till the end of time ... my friends have picked me up when i was my lowest have taught me how to be grounded when i was flying high ... they care of me and so do i :) but i have a very ridiculous way to show them that i care i am like ring master when they want is a lullaby singer .... hahha i know im a very difficult person but they love me to core and i appreciate that fact that they know behind my cranky behavior there is a person who is true n loves them core :) love u all beautiful ppl in my life, u guys r my heroes/ stars who have been there in my thick n thins
3) food: FOOD damn rite mate ... u gotta love the food ... as all know im a complete foodie, well once some one said that if some one doesn't wish to eat they should see me having food and they surely will feel hungry ... i took that as a compliment atleast i can make some one to eat their food :d ... well food is not for filling ur tummy its for heart and body to get sumthing that u cherish, want and njoy till u finish the last taste in ur mouth ... its all about njoying till it goes away and leaves u for wanting for moreeeeeeeeeeeee.........
4)being in love: well well well, i love to be in love, its like a smell of fresh spring breeze that makes u smile all the time, its like an old rustic whiskey which gets u high, its a like a glass of wine which gets better with time, being in love is the best feeling one can have coz it makes u have a different look towards life, i guess it makes u a very happy person from with in.... everyday feels like a new day and feels like u live a fairy tale life and ur the princesses.
5) Shopping: believe it or not shopping is the best stress buster for me ... it just gives me instant happiness like chocolates .... shopping always does not mean u shop for urself but shopping for others is also a very good way to release ur stress ... it actually does work for me very well... guys always find it a useless thing and waste of money most of the times but u really need to be in a gurl's shoe to understand the real happiness and love behind shopping .... be it anything not just clothes, perfumes, shoes or bags... or even grocery or home decor :)
6) money : i guess all agree to the fact that we all loveeeeeeee moneyyyyyyyy ... hhaha well i do love money but not loads of it, i just love it to the extend that i have enuff for the rainy days ... i dun like a lot of it coz that makes u a bit ignorant and u take things a bit for granted ... so its better to have a lil than nothing but not a lot :)
7) luxury: this is one thing that can be misinterpreted, luxury for me doesn't mean  expensive clothes or an posh apartment in the most costliest area or having exquisite holiday  locations or anything of that sort, luxury for me is to have a simple cuppa on a rainy day with all my best mates, or at least meet my peeps at least once in a year, or just have long drive in the nite with my friends on a cool breezy nite .... sending my parents away on a vacation alone so that they can relax for a bit :)
8) great body : i would love to have that one day in my life :d and being a foodie does not help that dream of mine :D well with a gr8 body i dun mean the perfect size or size zero, i just want a body which is fit and i can get into my old clothes perfectly :)
9) vacations: aahhh that's what i love .... vacations to me can also be as simple as meeting up a friend over a weekend in the next city :) i cant have a vacation of more than a week, coz it just makes me bored to hell, nor i can handle a  very hectic one as well, i love to have some time for myself just to think about where i am where am i going and what all is happening around me. vacations are kind of hibernating process for me which helps me to reconnect with myself which i think we all need to do once in a while.
10) being on top of the world: i just love that feeling :) i feel on top of the world on very odd things ... like having a gr8 meal or having spend time with dad n mum, getting a new job, or when my crush actually tells me that he thinks im gr8 .... hahahha i know this is childish but thats the beauty of it .... a kid feels he is on top of the world almost 10 times in a day and i guess that wat keeps me going and smiling all day long that even the smallest joy makes me that im on top of the world....
happiness is always not in the bigger things but also in the small normal things of life :)
well these r few of the things that i love /want /need in my life .... all of them r quite simple and i think if u guys r do the same, like make up a list of things that make u smile or u want im damn sure u will surprise urself in some way and u will find sumthing new about urself that u will fall in love with urself all over again :)
Cheers!
Eesha.

Simply Complicated....

....yeah that's me and my life  ... well all things that i do r quite simple to do and end up having simple outcome for most of the ppl but for me NOPE.... It ends up being complex... specially my travels ... where nothing can go wrong .. everything ends up getting complex and frustrating .. well things will follow more on that later :)
anyways ... I was in UK for almost 3 yrs and although i cried my life out there, struggled, many friends turned foes but had awesome laughs, had a good time, got some new mates ... things were topsy turvey but still i loved the fact that i was on my own n trying to make a mark somewhere trying to show the world that once a meek gurl was out in open in the big bad world and making it large in her own way :) i loved the fact that for once i was handling my life the way i want to i was doing what i want to i was doing everything with my own decision under the  influence of no one ... n yeah everything comes with a price tag and i wasn't left out of that fact either....
Many mates left me alone coz they thought i was walking way too fast some mates left me coz they simply didnt wana be with me ... n few stuck by me n i love them to bits :) As soon as i thought  what more do i want i had to leave UK and come back to India ... well thats another horrible story that still feels like a nightmare that i cant still imagine happened to me.  but as my mum says everything happens for good n i tired o find some good in it .. but things were very hazy at the start and to be honest are still a bit hazy now even thou its been more than 6 months now ... after 5 months at home i landed up in hyderabad for a job and i thought hope this makes things better in my life ... n soemtimes it does feel good but mostly i feel like a wings cut bird longing to grow on new wings n fly high in sky ........